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The light keeps on fading
In and out, in and out
I keep on crying
On and off, on and of
And I keep on praying
Nothing ever happens
The tears are falling
The light is dieing
I'm all alone
Because no one is ever home
So alone I cry
And alone I'll die
I tried to tell you before
Bit no one seemed to care

writer's block

I cant think
I cant walk
I cant see
I cant talk
Its all because of writers block
I must finish
It cant wait
I must do this
Its my fate
"Thy will be don't," says the pen
"Just write what you know" say my paper with woe
Nothing comes to mind
This writing is no friend of mine
The pen taunts me
My paper laughs
I fear I might tear it in half
This anger grows
I hate frustration
Its not like I'm in men station
This needs to work
It must be done
Oh when can I make writing fun
I grab the pen
I write this down
"Silly words, you make me frown"
Frown, down
Hey that rhymes
I could rhyme it a million times
I hope this works
It should a lot
That is why these things were bought

fonder

Why should I live a life of betray
Now everything I used to know seems shady and grey
I thought I knew you
I thought you cared
Turns out you were never really there
Because of you I cried
Because of you I died
I think I've lost my soul
I'm not the same anymore
My heart has gone astray
My love has washed away
You people ruined my life
And once I almost turned to a knife
I hate the fear it gave me
And I still wish for someone to save me
To bad I know it will never happen
And my life will always stay the same

the second chance

He told me I was beautiful
He told me I was smart
He told me if I went with him
Life wouldn't be so dark
He told me that he knew
About the tears I cried
He told me that he saw
Exactly how I died
He said it wasn't by a killer
And it wasn't just a huge mistake
It started when I was younger
That day that life had left me
And all hope had gone away
It was the day I finally gave up
And I forgot to stop and pray
He said I played it nicely
Though I wasn't quite sure what
He said he liked my smile
Even though he know it wasn't real
And for the first time in a while
I laughed
Not faking
Not trying
Just being real
I'd finally made him happy
I thought my life was finally done
He turned to me and smiled
The said "but you've only just begun"
With a snap of his fingers and a bright light
I soon awoke to an amazing sight
I was young again
With the knowledge of a previous life
How not to live, but how to fight
I grew up again
With all the same things
But different choices was just what I need
Life turned out good
No tears or lies
Just smiles and the occasional happy sigh
My second chance
My second life
With all that happiness that came from inside